I'm 50-50 About This

So in exactly 6 days is my birthday. I don't know if I should be happy or just really allow myself to be sad. I got mixed feelings about it.

I’ve never been much of a person to draw attention to myself, never wanted big parties with fancy dresses, the regular birthday consists of me going out with my family and closest friends (unfortunately, they are not many believe me) to a restaurant near by my house and just have a meal together come back home and sleep, which i love to be honest.

Not very eventful as you can see .In a way I’m happy to get one year older (happy I made it alive for one thing!) , I learned a lot, listened/sang some good songs, watched some great movies, and spent time with people I love.

But in the other hand it feels like i haven't accomplished much in my 23 years of life, when I read other people biographies or see some people that are professionally and emotionally successful at this age, it gives me the feeling that something else is missing.

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And the exiting thing about it, is trying to find out what. Or is it?

Listening to : The XX - VCR